Hi EatingMadness,
With the problems you are experiencing just now, even having thoughts about what would help others the most says a lot of positive things about your personality and your outlook on life. Today we can only do what we can and it is often very little.
I will share one of the ways of looking at life which I have found helpful. I am blessed with a fantastic view of the North Sea. When I look at all that water, with all its’ beauty and today ‘s millpond like stillness, but often with powerful, potentially destructive crashing waves, I sometimes consider this. Every drop of water, in that sea, has evaporated and become part of a cloud, who knows how many times over. It has then fallen back down to earth as tiny rain drops and eventually become part of a sea or ocean again.
Every decision or action we take towards reclaiming our health is like a single drop of rain. Individually they are tiny, but when we finally start to have the right information, the right thoughts and begin to make the right changes, gradually and over time they can add up to bigger differences than we could ever have believed possible. We all need to stop beating ourselves up for what we ought to have done and just try to make those rain drop sized changes we do have the energy for, or the will power to do or whatever else it is we have today. Even if it is just the thought to say, I will make at least one better food choice tomorrow.
May those small changes bring bigger benefits soon.
AARA